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I Cannot.
1. Drive Stick
2. Sleep with my door open. (Only when people are over aka my parents, or family. Well, I can only do that when I'm alone in the house.)
3. Hold a grudge.
4. Play sports.
5. Tie my shoes one particular way.
6. Whistle.
7. Roll my R’s.
8. Snap with one hand.
9. Run for long periods of time.
10. Watch gory movies.

I Do Not.
1. Believe in ghosts.
2. Go to church weekly.
3. Hate our President.
4. Have a boy/girlfriend.
5. Want one.
6. Like cats.
7. Shop for brand names
8. Watch a lot of television.
9. Have loads of numbers on speed dial
10. Use T9.

I Will Not.
1. Get a tattoo. 
2. Try drugs or cigarettes. (I have when I was young and stupid. No more.)
3. Abandon plans.
4. Stay completely silent during a movie.
5. Become overweight when I get older. (You can't control that, your body changes. Think pregnancy.)
6. Cheat on a significant other.
7. Bungee Jump.
8. Watch Glee. 
9. Go out with unwashed hair.
10. Be the first to call.

I Can.
1. Make a clover with my tongue.
2. Get ready for school in fifteen minutes or less.
3. Vote.
4. Sleep soundly after watching horror movies.
5. Find my way around my house with my eyes closed.
6. Watch Rated R Movies without a parent or guardian.  
7. Type without looking at the keyboard.
8. Read music. (Not anymore.)
9. Make friends easily.
10. Do twenty push ups.

I Will.
1. Make executive decisions.
2. Take charge of a group.
3. Be honest with my friends.
4. Crack my knuckles if I’m nervous.
5. Laugh at any joke.
6. Pet any dog I see.
7. Smile at strangers.
8. Stay up late for no reason.
9. Put my friends first on my priority list.
10. Answer my cell phone after two rings if I’m expecting a call.

I Do.
1. Believe in karma.
2. Sing in the shower.
3. Go outside for at least a half hour each day.
4. Want to travel a lot.
5. Become obsessed with books/movies easily.
6. Love learning about American History.
7. Buy too much clothes.
8. Save my money.
9. Want a new computer.
10. Have faith in humanity (Eh.)

I need out.

By next summer, at the very least, August, my goal is to be OUT of this house. I can't live here anymore. I'm fucking 23 with my parents on my ass about everything I do (mostly.) It's flat out inappropriate and sometimes they just don't know when to stop. Yes, I know that I'm in school full-time and that working with a very limited schedule would be extremely hard, but I need to make some money. I can't keep taking money from my mom every day for meals for while I'm at school (and other times), I just can't do it. I reminds me of how it was for me when I was in high school--- five years ago. I took advantage of everything I had and was given. Now I just feel guilty and I hate it. I'm too old for this!

Plus they argue a lot, there's always screaming going on between my parents and it is uncomfortable, loud, inappropriate and my boyfriend and friends do NOT want to hear it. I'm so done with this. I just can't stand not having any money. Especially with only $4 in my bank account... embarrassing, much? :/

So, I've decided to catch you all up on my life.

You know, since 5 months ago. Time flies. I guess I'll do a list, then.

1) Work.
Last I checked this xanga, I left Babies R Us, thank god. I stuck out 8 months of my life in that place, but at least I had money and was able to pay for things on my own. Since then, I worked at a chiropractor's office for about 4 months. It was nice. I learned how to rake leaves and shovel snow there though. (I totally forgot how to shovel snow since I left that place.)
Currently I am jobless and broke. Good stuff.

2) School.
I finally registered for school! I'm not going for Early Childhood Education anymore, though. Yes, I'd still absolutely love to care for kids for a living and teach them all these new things, but things change. Like this economy. Because of that, the Department of Education put a freeze on all teaching jobs and the like, thus, going into that long-term probably wouldn't get me that far soon enough.
So, I gave in to my mom's wishes, after so many attempts to change her mind, and picked a new major. Medical Assisting. That's right, you read it, Medical Assisting. I guess I liked doing that so much at the chiropractor's office that I decided to learn what they actually do. I never thought I'd get into the medical field, at all. If for anything, I wanted to be a psychologist, considering all of the therapy I've had throughout my life, plus, I find it interesting.
And it is hard. Medical Terminology. Anatomy & Physiology. Well, those are my two hardest classes out of all 6. Yes, you read that right again, 6 classes. I was sure I wouldn't be able to handle more than two at a time. I was so scared when I found out that I had to take 6 classes this semester. Plus there's a shit ton of stuff to learn that seems so crazy to me. Like the spelling of these medical terms. Like, wtf?! For example, thrombophlebitis. Does that even look like a word to you? Well it is and it means blood clot. THAT'S IT. That long obnoxious word replaces a two word condition. But whatevs, it's still interesting, learning about all of these parts of the body. And the last time I went to see a doctor, I was able to understand some of the stuff she was saying! Well, that was in the emergency room, but that's a whole other story altogether.
I'm getting really good grades in my classes too! High 80s and low 90s. Didn't see that coming. Yay me, I guess.  

3) Frank.
Yes, I am still with him. We've now been together for a year and 5 months. Again, time flies. It has been so comfortable. We've had a few spats here and there but we're doing well and still really love each other to bits. "With lilies..." 
There's, of course, a lot more but I feel like I typed so much that that could wait for another time.

I love and miss all of you! 

thought i'd drop by.